I keep tellling my PBB fren this weekend I'm not free, cause I hope May b v have any activity suddenly with my best fren. At least I able to find u lunch on this Sunday. But u choose to eat with them instead of me. Seriously, the feeling for me quite suck. U rather eat with them but not me on this Sunday. This year Christmas and new year dam boring for me. I alone, no activity, even my best fren not free to me.  Really feeling suck for this year end.

im so worried, after u start working, u rather spend time with ur future colleague but not find me like last time anymore.  Sorry i start overthink like this. Sometimes, anyhow I really can't control myself.