This month got 3 ppl birthday
My best bro, my mom and the girl I'm trying to 培养感情c got potential b my girl Fren anot lol
She actually same day birthday with my best bro
But I choose to celebrate actual day with my best bro...
And I noe she will celebrate with her best fren on her birthday day oso...
Actually I just try to c whether got chance anot...
I'm trying to text her everyday but seriously I can't understand y other ppl can chat never stop 1
I'm trying keep Fong topic to talk, talk crap, but ended up, I have no idea what to talk ad...
Sometimes I so scared will 冷场, so I decide to late reply. Lol
Actually I'm quite dilemma.
I hope to look for a girl fren but I scare lost single life  freedom. Lol
And the another reason I don't find GF because my house that mental disorder uncle.
I don't Noe what I'm thinking actually.
Actually I hope to tell my best fren about this...
But Suddenly tell feel weird..or may b when relate to this topic I hope he will Sk me so that I get chance to tell...I always hope that he can concern me more...
主动 ask me but Not I'm 主动 tell him...
All the while, I'm the 1 only keep ask him and concern him bout this...
But I think he feeling 反感ad...cause I always ask.
In contrast, I really hope he will 主动 ask me more rather than I always tell him first.
Sometimes, certain things require 2nd party to ask to concern ...
This not about 8 Gua...
8 gua is only for those common friend, not that close friend.
But I've been always treat our friendship is the most close 1.
So far, many ppl ask me but I choose not to tell because they r not my close fren..
My perception is,  my important thing only tell my best fren...


Anyway Happy birthday to Wai Heong,  Shanen and my mom in this month.