At the end I'm still alone celebrate new year @@

Exactly,!!!!
Not only my best friend wh
My previous crush oso... ended up, I just give up her
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I always 发神经 when I'm too boring or depress.
After calm down and mood getting better, only realised why I act like this.
I hope You could understand me and 包容 me.
But, When I'm 发神经, I just need yo to layan me then I will be fine immediately.

Really so tough find u recently.
Christmas alone, new year alone, holiday alone.
Holiday still Kena colleague complaint.
Really Tough year end for me.
Feeling suck..

I think I'm gonna go court a lady.
But I have no idea. I really wish to talk about this and tell my bro
But he never ask bout this from me. @@
Y u never concern me geh?
Pls la.. concern me more ma..
Nan dao u want me suddenly tell u meh..
I really wish to share this with my best fren geh lo..
Currently.. I only can talk to myself @@

I keep tellling my PBB fren this weekend I'm not free, cause I hope May b v have any activity suddenly with my best fren. At least I able to find u lunch on this Sunday. But u choose to eat with them instead of me. Seriously, the feeling for me quite suck. U rather eat with them but not me on this Sunday. This year Christmas and new year dam boring for me. I alone, no activity, even my best fren not free to me.  Really feeling suck for this year end.

im so worried, after u start working, u rather spend time with ur future colleague but not find me like last time anymore.  Sorry i start overthink like this. Sometimes, anyhow I really can't control myself.