This month got 3 ppl birthday
My best bro, my mom and the girl I'm trying to 培养感情c got potential b my girl Fren anot lol
She actually same day birthday with my best bro
But I choose to celebrate actual day with my best bro...
And I noe she will celebrate with her best fren on her birthday day oso...
Actually I just try to c whether got chance anot...
I'm trying to text her everyday but seriously I can't understand y other ppl can chat never stop 1
I'm trying keep Fong topic to talk, talk crap, but ended up, I have no idea what to talk ad...
Sometimes I so scared will 冷场, so I decide to late reply. Lol
Actually I'm quite dilemma.
I hope to look for a girl fren but I scare lost single life  freedom. Lol
And the another reason I don't find GF because my house that mental disorder uncle.
I don't Noe what I'm thinking actually.
Actually I hope to tell my best fren about this...
But Suddenly tell feel weird..or may b when relate to this topic I hope he will Sk me so that I get chance to tell...I always hope that he can concern me more...
主动 ask me but Not I'm 主动 tell him...
All the while, I'm the 1 only keep ask him and concern him bout this...
But I think he feeling 反感ad...cause I always ask.
In contrast, I really hope he will 主动 ask me more rather than I always tell him first.
Sometimes, certain things require 2nd party to ask to concern ...
This not about 8 Gua...
8 gua is only for those common friend, not that close friend.
But I've been always treat our friendship is the most close 1.
So far, many ppl ask me but I choose not to tell because they r not my close fren..
My perception is,  my important thing only tell my best fren...


Anyway Happy birthday to Wai Heong,  Shanen and my mom in this month.

I think he might hang out with some1 or some girl that he always chat with...
But seriously, I don't mind u hang out with who
I just feel unhappy y u just ignore me when u hang out with some1
Don't you just reply me a msg? Can't pick up my call?
I tried to call u twice, but u just ignore my call and never give me a reply.
What do u mean ? Huh? I deserve u treat me like this ?
I totally can't understand ...
u can msg with them when hang out with me.
But me? Like this huh?

Actually I care who u talk with because just wish to noe ur fren around u jek...
but for u is I care too much... I'm sorry 😞

I've been long time no come to ur house heh ad
Today I on leave
And u just leave me alone in ur room and u stay down there
I noe this is ur house ... I have no right say anything
Have no right ask u go where...
but u just leave alone in ur room ?
Feeling uncomfortable nw