Hahaha..just 有感而发
Feeling boring...
I manage my iPad photo album.
To delete some photo to save some space..
During I look back the photo...
Oh....feeling great to look back the photo..
I feel lik want to trip with u again...
Pls...don ask me go trip with others la..
I want trip with my best fren....is u....wai Heong..
But...u aways said u feeling weird if go with me only...
Weird what la.... If v really best fren...u shud not feeling weird mah..
but..Suan la...I can't force u oso...
Just feel quite 遗憾....can't go trip with u ard.... 😳

Haha..actually sometime I ask for to overnight at ur home is because to instead for go trip..haha..
I can assume that go ur house overnight macam go trip...
And actually I quite enjoy overnight at ur home..because
Honestly...I feeling overnight at ur home better den I stay at my home ...
Haha its real..at home.. I aways feel alone...so boring...
Overnight at ur home,,,atleast can lay with u...gt ppl talk with me...
Tat y I aways want overnight at ur home...
But recently...I want overnight at ur home..u macam not welcome me jor ...><
I'm quite upset seriously..
Just like what Nicholson had said b4... Haha
Is only my entertainment ...
U oso wan taken meh....
i really so enjoy to overnight at ur home,,,it can let me feel lik I'm going trip with u..hahaha
Stupid mind izit..? Haha
But it's really what I thinking always..

i saw something from Facebook, that is very meaningful.
But i clarify 1st..it doesn mean i am yar...pls do not misunderstand..haha

http://elitedaily.com/news/world/boy-responds-perfectly-best-friend-coming-out-gay/857710/?utm_source=FBTraffic&utm_medium=fijifrost&utm_campaign=CMfacebook

im wondering,...i mean..not only this situation, if other situation or any else,
my bro (wai heong) will treat me lik this anot? haha
but for real, if u r in any situation. forsure u still my BRO FOR LIFE..hahaha (feeling pimple)
tat y i only dare to write here..haha

absolutely agree...i had experienced LOL with my best best fren.
but u still my bro for life... lol hahahaha

because of someone...u slowly less chat with me ad...haiz...
upset...y ?? its not fair to me...
u rather go find her chat but u not find me....
......

previously..he will automatic find me chat...talk crap with me
but now...cant believe...now i nid ask him to chat with me..ask him talk crap with me..
haiz....so upset...so 可悲

i so miss the time when secondary school...haiz..
yeah..im pattern...atleast i try do not show my pattern to u..
y u can chat so many with a not very sok geh ppl but not me??

Fren....seriously...I'm not really hope u will change ur personality...
It's really horrible...
I don wan feel strange of u....
I'm afraid u change jor...den I don noe what u think jor...
But....I noe...u can't pretend no change front of me...
If u pretend front of me...den I rather u don pretend....
If not...feel more strange...haiz..

i dont noe...
may b i think too much..
but i really feel this two days when i chat with u...
u r not so active as b4.....
im so sorry to think that... may b because u r busying chatting with her...
im the 1 who always chat with u..and now gt some1 else slowly instead of me..and u less active chat with me...u noe y ah? previously u wont..but this 2 days..i asked u answered ..i asked u answered only..or plus a lol only..no interact...
what i feel is...now im the 1..who syok sendiri chat with u....
erm....i quite upset...

may b i really think too much...

sorry i 发作 again...

my fren ah my fren...
what i can say is u really change jor...
for real...if u ask other ppl..probably they will say so...
u feel u not change..because u r u....
no 1 in the world will said i had changed ard...
may b they do noe..but they only noe a little change ...but only other ppl will noe what r u change actually....
seriously..whatever ur decision i will support u....
but i can tell u is..
actually im afraid i will lost u this best fren....
haiz..i don noe la....
i cant say much oso...scare u behsong me..and i be another "ppl" again..
good luck la..

im so sorry la...
i noe i cant be lik tat....
but...i fail to do it..
may b u think y i can have other fren i cant have other fren...
because im afraid mah....
i have so many frens..but i treat u r my only close fren...
im afraid u wont be so close with me jor..perhaps u slowly close with red ppl jor..
yeah...i had tried to think wont geh..... "our friendship is so steady 1..."
but i don have confident...

because last time "ppl" had told me that he worried 1 day 3 of us will have any conflict, den the ending same as jia yee and choo yee.
 i told him...不会啦。。。我们不可能发生这样的事情的饿啦。。。对我们的友谊有信心一点
but 1 day conflict between ppl and u really happened in real life...
actually tat time i think y u can be so 绝
and my os is omg...unbelievable 3 of us will happen this kind of thing....
really OMG.!!!!!
but seriously i really really support u...i stand on ur side..

1 more thing i can admit is...honestly..i quite enjoy the moment with u after tat case

but now...red ppl is intervene between us ad...and automatically my mind start worry ard...
i scare he will be same position as me...
actually im appreciate u will tell me when u go out with him or do what with him...
atleast u r not scare of  me and cheat me....
if u really cheat me..i will more dissapointed and think more and more...
and i really do not wan u stress on me...

im really really sorry i think lik tat....and i always tried my best do not think lik tat..but fail to do it..
if i going to tell u what i think..
for sure u will start stress on me..feel 反感...and cheat me...and perhaps 1 day i gonna be another "ppl"
so i choose to simpan in my hati and 发泄 here...
because i think now no 1 will c my blog again...

seriously...i wont leave u away because i really really treat u as my only close fren even can say bro
i hope u can increase my confident ....

after chat with you..actually i being emo what u had talked to me...
y so hard?? i just want to have a sincere best friendship with you until the end..
is tat hard??
our friendship will affected once you are in relationship??
if ur future gf do not like me..u leave me ??
is that really come out from your heart??
haiz... i have been though u r not a person lik this...
my brain now really blank ard...
i hope u r joking with me..but seems u r telling me the truth...
i don noe...
i most upset the sentence is u had said that: if your future gf do not like me, u will leave me away.
so this is what i deserve from you?
i really don noe u r joking or serious.
u just make me down
and u reduce my confidence again

Probably u will think im so pattern 1

Sorry lo.... I just wan to hang out with u...

Everytime go out with u... U bring ur sis go ... I will feel im so extra..

Because u all r 血缘兄妹嘛

Ofcause more close den me 1...

And i just feel lik i go out with ur family... Nt hang out with my best buddy...

So sorry i think lik this... So everytime out with u all i ok 1....

And i noe u bring ur sis go... U nid 照顾 her mah...

I understand 1... So i wont complain anything....

 But b4 i go back... I just wan to hang out with u only... 

I hope u can understand my situation.... 

你M来了啊？？
还是更年期。。。
烦不烦啊。。。
无端端给脸色看。。。
无端端脾气不好。。。
讲话还要反射的意思。。。
神经病。。。
早知道早上自己出去时不要将快回来。。。

you become so lazy 1....

previously u not lik tat 1....

i think because you sleep not in normal time...den make u so lazy lo...

pls la..don la...以前的你可以回来吗？

pls.....

haiz。。。
又要回去那个荒岛了。。。
每次到这个时候
心情都不爽。。。
emo啊。。。

laptop 坏了
成晚流流长。。。
看着家好月圆。。。
请容我pattern
看到有一集，全部孙子赶回去哄他们的婆婆，看他们的婆婆
突然让我想念我的婆婆
我婆婆都去世一个星期多了
想到我回来了没去探望过她老人家
就连最后一面也没见到
好惭愧，好内疚，好对不起我婆婆
以前婆婆很疼我，我也时常和她玩，按摩，哄她给零用钱，哄她买食物
听她唱歌。
在家里我有两个哥哥，可是都跟他们不熟
他们也没和我玩。
只有我婆婆陪我，不然就自己一个人玩
到现在还是跟哥哥不熟，幸好我现在有一个好朋友，老土肉麻讲一句啦，真的当他是我兄弟
可是现在我婆婆走了
没有机会帮她按摩了
没有机会叫她一声嬷嬷了
讲真的，当我婆婆盖棺的时候
一个成语形容当时的我，
痛哭流泪。 别笑我
我爷爷去世时，我都没什么哭

最后一次，嬷嬷，对不起， 你安息吧

请别笑我。。。
不过我超认同一句话从星座那里看来。。
“一辈子的友情远远值钱于那短暂的利益”