I guess my best fren going to paktor lo...
And I'm still single ...
it's time learn to be alone 😐
I wish to have gf Bt couldn't find the one.
My life is tough

Why my brother always so easy got girl find him but im nt
Eh though I knock their door by myself oso quite tough open door for me.
Why it's so tough and complicated 1

I nid to find someone talk to me....
But I don't wan anyone...@@

If can I wish could start over again

Lately, feel like he courting a girl. Perhaps she will be her gf in the future.
Actually I hope he can tell me personally just like I always wanted to tell him but always gt no chance. It's very tough to hang out alone with him lately. Somehow I really wish he could ask me or I have a chance to tell him and discuss with him oso.

But seems like hard to have this chance. Cause he never care about this best fren- me.
I don't wan bro with u just always play. And also 谈心事

To be honest, I'm very jealous y u always can so smooth to meet girl and so easy gt girl will find u instead u look for them.

Actually I've been courting a girl on since last year about October.
However, it's not easy at all.
Really feel like want find somebody I can talk to about this.
Nobody though.
Actually there is somebody willing listen to me. But I choose not to tell because they are not my best fren of mine.

Everything around me like not going smoothly. And I'm so bored indeed.
in the car just nw. When I heard Jeremy said wh will find gf and won't pei me play after tat.
Tat moment, I feel abit 心寒, even though I noe he will has gf in the future.
But it's sounds like he will far away from me once he gt gf.
But, some friend of mine they are in relationship. They still have time for their bro or sis. Y don't you
And I feel like Jeremy might noe something about wh.. may b?
And I'm like don't noe anything
Cause recently Jeremy like keep asking me to gt gf or what else. But not ask wh oso. Since wh oso single as well.
Or May b I'm just overthink
But if yes. I'll feel super duper fed up cause u rather tell him something instead of tell me.

May b 1 thing other ppl don't noe my personality.
Once I perceived you are my best friend and bro, it's very hard to change another best friend in my life. I'm easily to friend with anyone but not easy to 交心.
试问有谁了解我呢

为什么人越大 头脑越复杂 leh ?
I hate myself. And I really nid a chance talk to u about my thing indeed.

我真的很想他立刻消失

甚至很想他死 😡

I hate alone in my house

I actually feel like want ask wh can I overnight his house anot.

Bt ended up I no ask, cause I noe he sure will said no.

What a bad life facing my uncle like this 

Why like tat 1...
Haiz...
When I can get rid of him...
Y my life like this...
Super fed up...
If can I really hope he die....
F!!!
Feel like wan find somebody talk to but nobody...
@@

心好累

I have no idea what I want

其实我现在自问我都没怎样了
你跟谁出去我都没pattern多多
even 本来是我约你 到最后你却和她们出去 我也没关系了
只是 我只想要求一小样东西
就是你最近不要每次和我出去时 就只顾着和别人texting 吗？pls
以前我觉得还好 因为我们熟到烂吗
可是现在我觉我跟你讲话有点累咯
跟你讲东西的时候
你就和别人texting我又要重讲一次
Not concentrate at all...
I don't Noe u hangout with me or hangout with the phone lo...
Even I reply other msg...
I wouldn't be so frequent lo..

Im not upset or angry la..
Just sounds from my heart jek...
就酱咯

I wish I manage tell u about this lo...seriously...rather than I write here and you don't Noe at all..
But I scare u behsong me again Mah...

Haiz feel abit disappointed. Ming ming I ask u for dinner first, but.. haiz
Noe me don't have dinner oso pek dai ngo..
I can't said so much thing oso
费事他又不爽
Suan le bah...
原来 sometimes so 挨义气 for him,
He won't 义气back for u.
Even this very small matter oso won't.
Ming ah ming. Don't overthink la. 随他吧😃
Don't make him behsong again.
Take a deep breath, told myself, 他开心就好😃

现在连badminton都不jio我了
以前就算不认识的人他也会找我一起去badminton
 But now ...
难道就不能像以前了吗?
Don't you think u change ad?

I don't dare ask him y never jio me jor...
Nvm bah
😔

Kinda worry bout her.
Her mom was sick. Doctor diagnosed might be leukemia.
Her mom will do bone marrow biopsy tmrw.
Really hope her mom won't kena leukemia.
@@

Man Yee...u ga Yao oso 

U Heng don't wan c my msg

I nid go clinic u don't layan me oso

Wan lik tat ma 

Wan so 绝 ma

I'm so depressed nw