again..again..again...
v play how long den u chat how long..
wtf....this not ur style...
usually u playing dota u will off facebook
but v play how long i saw u keep on9 somemore is mobile status...
and i saw she on9 at the sametime oso...
walao weah...
u said u noe what u doing...
so?? this??
n..u go out with her u don wan on9...
i find u ..u ignore me...
how about me??
normal fren is like this??
 hey... ur action telling me this is not normal fren lo...
u so care when she msg u ??
pls la...normal fren wor...normal fren u wont so care when she msg u 1...
and u wont so enthusiasm talk to her...
even im so close with u..i oso cant get ur talk to me in enthusiasm..
haiz....

其实我真的真的真的好想跟你讲请别这样
好想问你到底怎么想。。。
可是我又怕你有不爽
结果就变成我不爽。。。
只能放在心里面

I really really wanted to tell u...
Can u don too much...keep chat with tat girl anymore ?
She just a hi bye fren..y u so care....
U said u watch drama..bt I keep c u on9..
Fine...but I chat with u u just ans my question or lol only...
And I think u keep chat with her in the same time
What the fuck ?
You noe me how sad..
U so active chat with her instead of me...?
U told me many times u just normal fren with her...
I tell u..u ard don noe what u do..u ard over the limit..
I really really wan to discuss with u about this..
I really really want to noe what u think...
But I scare u behsong me again...
U noe...again..u make me really wanted to ask her can u pls stop disturb my fren ant...

What now ?
I at ur home...and u busy chat with her ah ?
And u leave me alone eat in ur house...I ask u watch movie together sambil watch sambil eat
But u said don wan ...bt I saw u chat with tat girl...
What now ? From morning till just now I oso saw u chat with her .....
I really wan to tell u..
Eh...can u pls don keep chat with her ah ?
Y u enthusiasm to her ?
U not said fren Jek meh...
Can chat with hi bye fren all the time ?
Sometime I really betahan gt 冲动 ask her can don keep kacao u anot...
Bt of cause I think only..not dare....
If I do it..I noe what is the consequence...
Bt I really scare sometime u force me to do this....
Pls la... U told u no feeling to her ..but y u still keep flirt with her ....
Chat as normal fren..I noe what I'm doing ...this is what u will tell me..
Bt what u do now ard over jor lo.....

Today i was so happy...
He treat me lik b4 so enthusiasm
Im so happy.. Holiday mood is begin 😃

Haiz....so boring ah.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y v macam nt active like b4 jor Geh ?
 I hope is me think too much....
Seeing u keep on9 long time..
And I saw she on9 oso...
I think u busy  chat with her again guah....
Bt I find u chat...v macam not active like b4 jor....
I don wan to tell u this problem ...
Because I noe I tell u ...
And den u macam purposely active chat with me..u noe ? Feel so fake and macam sarcastic lo...
So I better don wan tell u .....
反正 u not 1st time treat me 冷淡 d la...
But nvm....I don mind....even is not good feeling la.. But I still don mind..v best fren mah...
And I realize that...
My blog macam aways write negative thing 1.....
Haha
I noe la...because now I use here as the only place let me 发泄

突然间我也很想跟伟雄唱K
我们已经好久没唱了。。。

watch whole day drama
don noe y ..
i feel so boring...
he happy sing k with other ppl, and im boring in the house..
so 可悲 lol.... no offence..no sarcastic...i just say what situation right now only
以前 aways find him, and he everytime go out with me 1..
but now...
he go sing k liao
and i only can waiting him...
i noe u sure ask me go find other fren la...
but seriously i don like u say that..
u macam 赶 me jiang even i noe u din mean it...
i better to hear u say that wait me back la..or something else..oso better den this lol

not dare to ask u what time back...scare u behsong me..
izit i cant like b4 i wan talk whatever to him?
nw what i wan say to u i abit scare u will behsong me...
yes...is become stress to u ad...
but i wont treat u like "ppl"
even i abit stress to u ..but i still don mind..
because u still my best fren and bro for life..
i hope coming days u can give back my confidence and remove my stress on u...
amitapha...haha

oh ya...and i noe u shudn't think too much....
i noe...but actually everytime i try my best to control...

惨了
我真的要崩溃了
When i saw he reply me
"Not ur problem is mine"
I gonna to be 崩溃 in tat moment..
Im really scare...
I don wan be tat ppl ...
Pls.... Im so sorry...
Pls do nt do not end our friendship...
Im still wan to be ur best best fren...
Seriously... I really tension till wanna cry..:
I just want to said sorry and maintain back out friendship...
 Y. We become like tat 1?
Today gonna to go back kl
Actually is excited... Bt nw... I totally no mood anymore...
I very scare...
I tot even last night u behsong , today u will nothing jor
Bt i send u msg... I saw u on9 bt u nt seen, after tat when seen u no reply me anything
Even i told i kena saman today... U just seen.. And u no reply at all oso
I saw u on9 ... Im waiting for ur reply...bt u give nothing to me
What i said last night just common conversation...
I din mean it... V bet lou oso chat in this way... I really cant understand u behsong for what?
Seriously... Yes i behsong u went out with her bt i ask u pei me u reject...
Bt i only behsong a little while only...
I din take it so serious...
And im nt behsong anymore.. I just wan to tell u sorry...
And im waiting u reply me... I noe u working nw...
Nw my mood was screwed up..
Pls... If im b tat ppl again i really will 崩溃
I really don noe how to describe my current mood nw
Is suffering for me to smile when i meet uni fren ..
Pls...

Y wor ....
This time is u make me think lik tat 1....
U go out with tat girl and u drive and fetch back to mid valley den go home..
Den this not tired ah ?
I ask u pei me only den u said don wan and u said tired....
I'm ur best fren leh...
She just hi bye fren leh....
Y?
B4 I ask u pei me u will pei me 1....
But now... @@
Now even ask u pei me go u oso said tired...
Haiz....
U noe what....
When I think u go out with tat hi bye fren whole day until night, and u drive
I din heard u said any tired or what....
And den now I ask u pei me..den u said tired don wan...
i really dissapointed lo...
Now ba bei jor la...
When u conflict with ppl, I stand on ur side..
I give up them, and I still wan to be ur best fren...
Den now.....?
Sorry la...may b what I think now actually u not mean it...

Here what i think den I write it here...
I noe if I tell u this...the consequence is u behsong...u 反感...
And den finally? I become another  ppl jor?
I ard try to control myself...what I think I just keep it in my heart...
I wish to tell u too... Bt I noe the consequence....I don wish to destroy our friendship ...
I'm afraid....
If u think I'm nt good or what...u tell me Im sure I will accept..
But u....sometimes dare to tell u sometimes not....
If u din go out with her...u said tired and reject me..I still can accept...
 Sorry la...I noe what I think now is trouble to u...
Tats y I just keep in my heart ...don wan voice out....
But still repeat again...我真的想不通，你肯单独跟她出去一整天， 可是我叫你却说累....
But hor,..I don wan tell u what I think is because I'm afraid next time u go out with her and u don wan tell me and cheat me again...I don wish our friendship become lik tat because of tat girl...and u become stress to me..and den I become tat ppl again....
May b u will said....so Sam fu...don wan 忍 la....I din force u 1.. Or something else...
If I'm this kind of ppl and I treat uj lik tat...which mean u for me...not tat best fren only...
But I'm not... Best fren, Bro for life is torelate each other...
Accept each other flaw..
As u noe...I can have many fren's in my life...
But I can tell u....I'm the ppl who hard to 交心 and treat as best fren even bro for life...
And u r the 1....
Yeah...its sound so 肉麻...but it's real for me...

What I said here....it's just my 发泄 no offence....

So miss 以前的我们的时候